this is my poem
I wrote it, it's mine
It's about life and love and days past by

the things I remember make me want to cry
everyday of my life is filled with memories and times...
close to my heart, cluttering my mind

I just can't let go, of the hurt and the pain
the feelings of sadness flowing through my veins

a love that is gone, a friend who is no more
its only a part of my life and I must close that door...

but I just can't do it, it's made me, me...
It's who I've become,
It's who I'll always be...

the girl who loved you, the girl who cared,
the girl who can't let go...of something that was never even there

you changed my life, you darkened my soul
you replaced my heart, with a deep deep hole

you taught me a lesson, I needed to learn
if you play with fire, you will get burned

I've learned a lot about life, and I know it's not fair
you can't make someone love you, you can't even make them care

what I thought was true love, was just a lie...
tricked and fooled, I wanted to die

when I think of you I cant even breathe
I needed you, how could you leave?

You broke me down, to a place I never want to be
I lost myself...I forgot how to be me

it's not you I miss, It's the thought of you...
someone I wanted you to be
someone you're not, someone like me...

relationships ruined, broken and gone
unspoken words... I must move on...

memories of you burned in my mind
I'll take you with me, to the end of my time.

Let me know what you think...I know I'm not a poet or writer, but oh well!!!

Love Always, Ashley...