I have been reading some blogs tonight and doing some thinking. It's so crazy how we all live such different lives. To me the life I have lived is normal. It's what happens and it's how almost everyone I know lives or has lived at some point. But reading about other people and learning about others has showed me just how not normal my life is.

I learned about drugs at such a young age that I never really gave them much thought. To me it was "normal" to meet people who did drugs. I was the rare one in the crowd. I didn't do drugs and the people who I associated with thought I was the weird one. I even thought I was the weird one for a while.

By drugs I mean dope, crank, meth, speed, whatever you want to call it. I just want to clear that up. This drugs is way more common than most people know or think.

My dad uses meth, my mom use to use meth (she passed away in 2003) my sister uses meth, my "boyfriend" use to use meth (he's in prison) and some how I have managed to never even try the stuff. I was never interested in trying it. I just don't understand why anyone would want to do it. I probably know less than 5 people who have never done meth.

Well, anyway I had much more I wanted to write, but somehow I have lost my thoughts. I will write more later.