I don't have anything to write about! My life is boring. Every day is the same more or less. I'm trying to get my shit together and it's really hard to do on my own. I have a job interview on Tuesday. I really hope I get this job because GOD knows I need it. I am so ready to get myself together in every single way possible.

I'm starting to miss Matt and I don't know if it's cause I really love him or I'm just feeling sad from being dumped!?!? In so many ways my life would be a hundred times easier to just be with him, and then again I kinda want to be single and on my own.

I hate to make myself sound like a bad mother because I LOVE my son and I have no regrets about him. Sometimes I just feel like I had him way too young. There are so many things I want to do and I'm not able to do them because I'm a mother.

My life just seems so unfair to me at times. I know I am responsible for my life and where it is today, but sometimes I just wish I would have had a little more guidance and support from ANYONE!!!