Hey everyone! It's been a few days, but I just haven't had much to write about.
I got some disappointing news a couple days ago. I thought Matt was going to be getting out of prison sometime this summer but, he got a release date of 1-1-07 that's a long time. I guess it could be worse, he could max out and due his whole sentence of 3 years 4 months. He is going to be staying in San Quentin for a while. He is main lined now, which means he could get a job in there and get his time down to about 35% and then he could get out a lot sooner than 1-1-07 It just scares me though to think he is in there with a bunch of murders, like Scott Peterson, that sick bastard! I think he is in San Quentin, but I'm not sure. There was a riot a while back and one of Matt's "friends" got his face cut open from ear to mouth! That place is no joke. I just hope it doesn't change him too much. Unfortunantly I know many people who have been in prison, and I know first hand that there is a good possibility he won't come out the same person!
Hmmm...So anyways, on a brighter note my cousin Jack who I was going to be moving in with got an apartment and decided to have his girlfriends 18 year old cousin move in with them instead of Matthew and I, Even though they still have an extra room...go figure huh...I really shouldn't have expected much more from them. When I was still living in California my dad lost our house and I had no where to go for a while. I had to sleep in my car a few times with Matthew. Jack and his girlfriend said, I couldn't stay with them. They told me they would come pick up Matthew, but I couldn't come. I had to quit my job because I didn't have anyone to watch Matthew, which made everything worse. I didn't even know where they lived, because they were scared I was going to come over and start shit because Matt would always go over there and "party" with them and a bunch of little bag chasing bitches. (needless to say I use to be quite the little fighter, and his girlfriend was scared of me) She has done some really shady things to me in the past, but when they moved out here, We all got along pretty well. I have grown up a lot since then, but apparently they haven't!?!? I don't know what it is...they are just really shifty characters and I'm going to just avoid them for now. I didn't really want to live with them that much anyway. They are really starting to piss me off and they don't want to do that!( they owe my $100 and they keep acting like they don't have it. Matt and Jack are suppose to be like brothers, but I know they are 2 faced. I know they still talk about me behind my back. Trust me, we have been through so much drama, you'd be surprised we even speak to one another! I mean really crazy shit...I've got into a fist fight with Jack!!! (don't worry he's not very tough, I've got into a fist fight with his girlfriends mom, and he even pulled a gun on me and my dad, because my dad was going to kick his ass for saying he was going to kick my ass! LOL! We have a very crazy family. If you think that's bad... you haven't even heard half the things I've seen! I lived in the projects for a while, and man there are some stories I could tell about things you only see in the movies! (someone was shot and killed 10 feet away from my front door!true story, different blog!) Damn, just thinking about that drama makes me tired!
Let's see what else is going on with me... I went and did some Christmas shopping last night. Got Matthew a few things for now. I'm not done though...Got him a big wheel thing that lights up and makes noises, Thomas the train game for his v-smile, a batman toy, a Noah's ark thing with a bunch of little people and animals(it's really cute) and a Dora the explorer book and video LOL he loves Dora and boots! I don't know what else I'm going to get him.
After Christmas I'm going to try to get a job being a cocktail waitress for a while, ya! walking around wearing next to nothing...cocktails...cocktails... they make really good tips though and I live close enough to walk to work if I have to! Ummm...what else...I won $100 at the Palace Station playing $1 wheel-a-fortune I love that game! I learned how to make fudge...and it turned out really good! Then I made dinner for everyone. Living here is going very well, we are all getting along better than we ever have before, so I'm happy about that! I think that's it for now...
Try not to judge me too much after reading all my dramas...
Goodnight, and god bless...
Love Always, Ashley
